Tore again

Reality consists of too much cruelty.

I wanna give up, or just sleep through it.

I lost the only person I feel comfortable with.

There is no one who I can lie on again.

Everything has changed.

Everyone.

Why bring me to heaven when I will be pushed down from there?

I told myself to give up on being emotional over and over again.

But it's not working.

I'm just not up to it.

I dont have a comfort zone anymore.

But do I really have to fight all my life?

I'm tired. Very tired.